When I fall......

I walk along, alone every day.
I don't fit anywhere, I've changed in some way.
I'm tired of trying to not be alone;
Tired of trying to just be with someone.
At the end of the day, I just want to give in.
Let the darkness overtake me again.

Sometimes I do, sometimes I just fall;
Into a dark and empty place,
Where no one hears me call.
My mind drifts away as I lose all control.
And that's when I find you, I find you when I fall.

I run sometimes from everyone who cares.
I run as fast as I can and I get no where.
I ran to be alone, but I don't want to be.
You look in me, stay near me.
Just when I want to quit the fight,
You wrap your arms around me so tight.

Sometimes I do, sometimes I just fall;
Into a dark and empty place,
Where no one hears me call.
My mind drifts away as I lose all control.
And that's when I find you, I find you when I fall.

I'll never understand why I fight to be strong.
Scared to need you. Scared to love you.
But, I just need to let go...........